6 Life-Changing Intentions When Someone Ghosts You

Someone completely disappearing from your life, especially the first time, can be a terrible experience. It crushes the last ounce of self-confidence and self-esteem you have left. But when you don’t take it personally, it can be a blessing in disguise and the last step towards finding the love of your life.

It was instant chemistry, something which I had experienced only a couple of times before in my life. As we sat at the round table in the coffee shop during, sipping hot chocolate to warm up from the cold December afternoon, our bodies leaned towards each other as pulled by an invisible magnetic thread. A feeling of ease and belonging accompanied the fast beating of my heart.

He had deep blue eyes, was a vegetarian, dug conversations about energy work and aliens, and drove my favorite type of car. I was smitten, and so seemed he.

Our relationship took off this past September over the phone, while I was in the US. We would talk every day; he would always be concerned about me driving on the 405 at rush hour, or ask me if I needed money. But he would also get jealous over some of my Instagram pictures and occasionally use foul language. We had two or three fights that drained me of energy.

Nevertheless, by the time he picked me from the airport at home in November, he had gotten everything planned for our near future. We were going to spend the winter holidays together, maybe go skiing in Austria in February, visit Portugal in summer and, if all went well, buy a piece of land and build a house together.

His kisses, hugs and physical closeness felt terrific yet I felt as I was caught in a whirlwind, disconnected from my true self.

A week after my arrival, one disagreement and one new moon release ritual later, he was out of my life, no explanation or goodbye, as if he never existed.

A toothbrush, two USB sticks, and one jar of apricot jam stayed behind as silent witnesses of our deceased love story.

For almost a month, I was heartbroken.

My few attempts at getting at least closure from him led nowhere.

You can’t imagine the scenarios and questions that kept spinning in my head.

Did he really love me? And if he didn’t, why did he spend so much time waiting for me?

Maybe it was just a phase. Maybe he got cold feet or didn’t want to get hurt.

Maybe I was too much for him to handle. Perhaps he lacked the courage to call me after ghosting me, like a coward.

Perhaps I should have played harder to get.

Or not make a fuss over the fact that he had forgotten to bring me flowers for my name day.

On December 23, I messaged him on Facebook: Do you believe that Santa Claus still fulfills wishes?

He never replied.

When Christmas arrived, I decided to let him go for good. And I did. I didn’t block him on Facebook, or on my phone. I just decided that I didn’t need him to come up with an explanation and free me up to regain control over my life and heart.

As Abraham says, the people and situations in our life bring us either clarity or joy.

After the sorrow clouds started to dissipate, the post-traumatic clarity is the best moment where you can set six life-changing intentions for love and for yourself.

1. Set an intention to see the lesson instead of putting you down

The people in our life who push our buttons the hardest are a reflection of parts of us that are in the blind spot. Where did I fail to show up for myself? What was I running from? What part of did I was reject?

2. Set an intention to trust the Universe

During the Full Moon ritual I performed on December 4, I asked the Universe to remove from my life the people and situations that I no longer needed.

A couple of days later, he was gone. I had to accept that the Universe had someone better in store for me and that my ex-wasn’t part of my destiny.

3. Set an intention not to chase anyone or anything ever again.

Align with your heart’s desires so that people and circumstances flow into your life with ease and grace. It’s a lesson you believe you’ve mastered before but you always find yourself in a similar situation until you learn the lesson.

4. Set an intention to never overlook your intuition and the early red flags ever again.

I had never been able to completely trust my ex. He had a hidden face, same as the moon. He would also get angry quickly, be judgmental, say that his ex-girlfriend was crazy, and try to make me look crazy whenever he was in the wrong. My intuition also told me that had my beauty be gone overnight he would be gone, too.

5. Set an intention to heal your old wounds and let go of limiting beliefs.

The problem wasn’t him or the other men in my life, but my fear of intimacy and commitment combined with the beliefs that all men eventually failed women and I always ended up failing men.

6. Set an intention that you are worthy of having it all, and you don’t have to settle.

I deserved someone who would not only hold me tight at night but would also bring me flowers for special occasions and spoil me for no particular reason. Who would love me for who I am, just as I am.

After our forced breakup, my girlfriends told me he would come back at some point. So far, he didn’t, and I doubt he will. The reason why is that, as one of my girlfriends told me the other day, I changed something within myself.

When breakup and heartache knock at your door, don’t suffer.

Take a little time to mourn the loss of the person then be grateful for getting more clarity in your life.

Set intentions on learning the lesson, love yourself more, make decisions, and act upon them.

And not even for a second lose faith that the right one for you will show up.

Shine your beautiful light brightly so that they can see it and start their journey to you.

I guarantee you that when you finally meet and look into each other’s eyes, you will recognize each other instantly.

Are you willing to wait and use this time to become the magnificent version of yourself are or keep the place occupied and fail the test again and again?

A.G. Billig believes that love is your natural state of being. Since fear and love cannot coexist in one heart, her mission is to empower you to overcome your fears and attract the life you want with love. Pick up her Amazon best seller “I CHOOSE LOVE!”  here and learn more about her work at www.agbillig.com.

Stop Talking Yourself Out of A Relationship

You may want a new relationship and a life partner yet you’re likely doing a couple things that sabotage your chances of being in a relationship.

This is something that you’re likely doing subconsciously so although you’re physically doing all the things to land a relationship, your mind and mindset are doing you a disservice.

Watch the video above to learn more about how you’re sabotaging yourself in relationships and learn what you can do instead.

To find a committed relationship, learn more in my book Does True Love Exist here.

5 Things You Must Do Before Starting a New Relationship

Starting over in a new relationship is no walk on the beach.

After coming out of a long-term relationship, dating can be difficult.

A new relationship may terrify you.

You’re likely to trust people less and have large impenetrable walls around your heart.

So, what do you have to do before starting a new relationship? Watch this video to learn what you must do before starting a new relationship.

For my latest book, Does True Life Exist, to learn how to start over and find love, visit the Amazon store here.

7 Ways to Take Back Your Power as a Divorced Indian Woman

I am divorced.

No, it is not my only identity.

In fact, it is not even my identity.

It is something I have to say when people ask, “Are you married?”

If I say, “No, I am not”, pat comes the next question, “Why?”

The responses to “I am divorced” are as follows:

  1. Oh you poor thing!
  2. You are good-looking, so why?
  3. Some other woman?
  4. A squint of the eye, fierceness of the face, stiffening of muscles
  5. In-the-air statement, “These days everyone divorces. Young people don’t have patience.”
  6. Doesn’t matter. You will find someone.

The worse is when I remove the “am” and say, “I divorced.”

The act and the identity chases you wherever you go, whatever you do.

From sitting in a restaurant alone to moving furniture to a social gathering or a professional networking event.

You are first a woman, then divorced, then the rest of ‘who you are’ follows, shadowed and contaminated by the impressions of the first two descriptors.

In ceremonies, you sense it more intensely. Haldi-kumkum, Varalakshmi nombh, Sindoor-khela are rituals which privilege the married woman.

You are either skipped from such ceremonies or women move around unsure and uncomfortably around you. In key wedding and pre-wedding ceremonies, I am kept at a distance. I am present as a distant guest.

In short, there is direct and indirect shaming and exclusion. You are also pitied, patronised and matronised, and judged without having said a word.

What do you do? In Hindu marriage rituals, there are seven steps a couple takes.

Here are seven steps, you as a divorced woman, can take to navigate Indian social norms:

1. Take Back Power

We spend a lot of mind energy either trying to convince others to see our whole selves or resisting their judgment. The reason we do so is because we give their words and actions power. We give their worldviews legitimacy. Don’t.

Understand what others say emerge from their specific lifeworlds.

Those are the meanings they have made of relationships.

If you find someone open to a dialogue, then speak about your point of view. Else ignore.

Don’t waste your energies debating to a closed mind. And don’t waste energies giving them power.

The fact is you are divorced. You know why. You know how. You know who you are.

Anchored in your understanding of yourself and your lifeworld, ignore others and move on.

2. Disengage and Heal

Sometimes we are hurt by words and actions. We are hurt because we allow ourselves to be hurt.

Believe you can choose to be happy at any moment. Disengage from the words, examine within yourself what limiting beliefs were triggered and work on healing it.

If there is a person who deliberately and is consistently nasty to you, choose to avoid or cut off that person from your life.

Is any of this easy work?

Yes and no.

It is very easy once you decide to direct your attention to something else. It is tough until then because at some level, feeling hurt is also an addiction.

You have to be firm with yourself.

3. Reframe

Reframe what life, love, relationships mean to you.

Marriage is a powerful and oppressive social concept.

Our upbringing and socialization has conditioned us to believe that marriage is a defining feature of a successful life.

If you buy into this belief, you will feel the shame and agony of being outside it.

However, if you challenge it, then you live joyously and proudly.

You can reframe easily if you can stop craving to be acknowledged and affirmed by others. If mentally you are anchored to your own self, the meanings we give to existing social structures naturally peel off.

4. Engage Differently

Choose who and where you want to be.

You don’t need to hang out with friends or relatives who treat you poorly.

Untie yourself from those social chains and create new communities of being. It may feel uncomfortable momentarily but later you will sense relief.

The world will open out.

Create your own version of what is family and if it should mean anything profound.

If it doesn’t work for you, then it doesn’t. Walk away.

Don’t attend weddings if you don’t like to. Or attend them for other reasons.

I attend to sample food and I hardly ever give any gifts.

Attend to wear your pretty clothes, if you like to.

You are not obligated to do anything for anyone.

5. Resist Differently

Instead of reacting to social customs or social conversations, choose your time, place and process to resist.

Resist in a way the Universe of these customs change, resist to make a broad impact, resist to reach and include others in similar situations.

Create your own rituals which include women irrespective of marital status. Celebrate them openly. Write about them. Share information about them. Write about specific issues facing divorced women — analyse, challenge, reframe, provide alternatives.

I created a Divorce Ceremony, performed and then wrote about it. It helped many other women.

Define your milestones and celebrate them. I celebrate Whole Woman anniversary every year which marks the date I decided to prioritize myself and sought to be Whole.

Become the hub for other women to find community and solidarity. Become a champion

6. Redefine Identity

You decide who you are.  If you don’t want to be defined by your marital status, then don’t be.

I insist people address me as Dr. Bhavana and not Ms/Mrs Bhavana.

Or address me as Bhavana without any prefixes.

If you want to challenge social categories, then define yourself in strategically new ways.

I call myself the Earthwoman and the Lightweaver.

I emphasize it in different ways so that I am identified as I want to be.

Who are you and who do you want to be?

Assert this in public space. Embrace this in private space.

7. Engage in Positive Self-talk

Become your own cheerleader.

Affirm yourself as you successfully navigate one more “are you married?” conversation.

Pat yourself in the back if you survive a wedding or religious ceremony.

Cheer yourself as you succeed in resisting and challenging effectively.

Be your best friend, your deepest love, your own partner. Stand by yourself.

Avoid pitying yourself. I know the journey has been hard and I can assure no easy future either.

However, it doesn’t help your case to be in pain.

At some point, you have to stir and emerge.

Make that point Now.

You are the only one who can pull yourself out of it, let go of hurts and forge ahead.

The easiest way to do it is change focus on what is going well in your life.

The word “gratitude” can sometimes feel like an obligation, a commitment to someone or something else.

Be easy on yourself.

Keep it simple.

Focus on what you enjoy, what is working, what your strengths are and watch how the brain resets. The reset may take few minutes to a day. You will turn around.

I started the post with the words “I am divorced.”

I will close it thus: I AM.

Bhavana Nissima is known as the lightweaver for her abilities to weave ideas, places, people and objects. You can find her writings at the Earthwoman blog. Sign up here for her rich and deep posts about women’s rights and empowerment.

The Only Thing Between You and the Relationship You Want

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Indian dating advice: find a man from a good family who owns property in the homeland and has a MD, Ph.D or engineering degree.

American dating advice: Find an emotionally vulnerable man who can be your best friend, therapist, and spiritual guide. Make sure he’s intelligent, dashingly handsome, well-groomed, well-dressed, acceptable to take out socially, and gets you completely without you having to say a word.

Hmm…so how do you land one of these men?

Turn to the copious amounts of books, magazines, relationship gurus and astrological readings that are available out there?

So much of the dating advice out there is focused on the thing you can’t control or do much about. So much advice out there is on the the person you’re trying to attract!

What really keeps us from finding the person we want is… get ready for this…


I know…so anti-climatic.

It’s your self-sabotage, belief system and self-esteem that’s ultimately keeps you from what you want.

It’s your own internal thinking, patterns, emotional state, mental state that is keeping you from getting hitched.

Nope, I’m not saying you’re nuts, you’re a lost cause and to surrender from the dating scene immediately.

What I am saying is that all the work that you need to do to materialize love, I’ve come to conclude, has nothing to do with anyone else.

The only person you can change, the only mindset you can alter, the only person who can become more emotionally vulnerable and the only person who can open their heart to love is YOU.

This may come as a shock to you.

It’s so much more convenient to think the world is ending, no one loves you and you’re going to die alone.

It’s so much more dramatic and noble to be a hoarder, ascetic, sheep herder, or fisherman in the backwaters of Kerala.

This is all fine and there is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to live a lonely, peaceful existence filled with inner awakening, your own sleeping bag, your own schedule and your own closet space. Actually, I’ve pondered and romanticized about this life often…minus the closet space, of course.

This post isn’t to put you down or shame you or make you feel inadequate for wanting to do life alone.

This post is for those of you who do want to date, who want love in your life and especially for those of you, who are planning to do this AGAIN.

Now, listen. I’m no love guru or Dear Abby, Carrie Bradshaw, Harry Met Sally, Prince Harry, Dirty Harry, Dr. Drew or anything like that.

I’m a normal regular person, like you who jumped into the dating pool, not by choice but because life dropped me off in the middle of the ocean with a bunch of scary looking sharks swimming around me.

Wait, what?

I was pushed into the scary waters of dating and love again. Of course, the point of this post is to tell you that it’s not that scary, there are no sharks swimming around you and you have a life jacket and pool animal floating devices. Oh, and that you’re not in the deathly shark-infested waters but likely sipping on Margaritas with blue umbrellas, while lounging around a pool at a beach house in Colorado.

So, let me repeat this again.

The only thing standing between you and the person of your dreams is you.

Work on yourself. Choose yourself. Improve yourself. Be your best self.

And as I say in my upcoming book, “Treat yourself as your number-one lover and you will find a person who pops up from nowhere to treat you the same way.”

Now that I’ve given away all the details of my book and summarized it for you in two sentences – why in the world would you even pick up this book?

Well, between the life wisdom and secrets for finding your life partner, you’ll learn these 4 exciting things in the book, Does True Love Exist.

  • The most powerful word you can use for finding love.
  • How Donald Trump and Bill Clinton can help you up your dating life. I know, totally gross but there is a deep truth these two characters can teach you about how to show up in love.
  • The one quality that will make any man fall in love with you. Any woman too. Actually, if you have this quality, call me immediately. We are soulmates.
  • What areas of love you should look for compatibility in. What you both enjoy doing on the weekends is not as important as those things that really matter.

Now, for your own relationship health, do us both a favor and pick up this book on Amazon.

Read it and start applying these tips to your life immediately.

Write an Amazon review soon after about how this weird Indian guy changed your life by breaking down relationship advice in easy-to-understand and rational way.

Call me and invite me to your wedding to give a toast. Take me along on your Honeymoon.

Get the book already. Only $.99 all this week.

Click here for Does True Love Exist and pick up the book today.

Visualize Your Way to Love

Can visualizations actually work?

Can you meditate your way to love?

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and try out this 5 minute true love meditation for a week. Keep me posted on how it changes your life.

This true love visualization is a free gift for people who purchase my new book, Does True Love Exist? coming out on July 9th.

To my blog readers and subscribers, please find the video above. I hope it helps you on you path to finding your life partner.

Lookout for Does True Love Exist? in the Amazon store next week.

A Little Book on Lasting Love

Is it time to date again?

Is it time to flip the page?

Close the old book and start a new one?

Before you start on the next chapter of your life, I have a small gift for you; a book on finding love that lasts.

My life experiences, observations, and dating stories make up this little book called, Does True Love Exist?

It’s 15 simple concepts that can help you find that person who was meant for you.

I can’t want to share this book with you on July 9th. It has practical nuggets of wisdom about finding, cultivating and keeping love in yourlife.

Look out for the book, Does True Love Exist? 15 Simple Ideas for Finding Your Life Partner on my Amazon page here.

15 Simple Ideas For Welcoming In Love

Are you ready for new love in your life?

Is it time to start over, let go of the past and welcome in a new relationship?

As I’ve worked on moving on myself, I’ve gone from studying heartbreak to studying love.

My observations, experiences and insights on love and dating have become a tiny book with a mighty message: love starts with you.

The book is being released on July 9th, 2017 and I can’t wait to share it with you. Click on the video above to learn more about the book.

How Do You Heal From the Grief of Heartbreak?

Michelle D’Avella talks about how to face the pain of heartbreak and heal your heart from grief.

Click the video above for a helpful tip on healing your heart and moving on from the grief of heartbreak.

Michelle D’Avella supports women and men through their journey inward to release pain, open their hearts, and create a life they love. She is a Breathwork teacher, Desire Map facilitator, writer, and mentor. Learn more about Michelle and her work at pushingbeauty.com and follow her on Instagram for daily doses of inspiration.